All Men Are Created Equal

I really just need an outlet right now. So, boys who read this, hang on and put on your big boys undies and don't take what I say to heart!

My first rant is due to the fact that my uterus hurts...WHY? Cause, no other time in history has a man listened to a woman, yet you listen to one when she tells you to eat an apple?! AND NOWWWWWWWWWWW...I have to cramp and bloat and all this other fun stuff..WHY? Because you choose to listen to us one time in your history! /rant

Secondly, why must you lie? Women are really strong, we can handle the truth. If you are talking to some other girl, fucking tell us..seriously. Don't let our hearts get involved and don't let us put ourselves out there just to find out months later that it was all a big hoax.

Thirdly, the lack of consideration that some of you men have..is astounding...Sometimes..I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and tell people that they are so thoughtless!! My feelings never seem to matter..maybe I just take things to heart more than some...maybe I should just let it roll off my shoulders and think that it isn't even worth giving a second thought to..who knows...

fourthly...i'm tired of having to rant about you men..shit..it's football season..shouldn't you be watching games and not gettin on my last damn nerve?

The Seasons Change and So Do We...

There are so many things that I associate with Autumn. Marching Band, Football, Halloween, Marching Band, Pumpkin Pie..Marching Band..hehe no seriously, it's probably my favorite season. But there are things about this season that I would LOVE to forget. Changing of the season, usually means lots of changes for me. Last year, it was the fact that Mike proposed...Two years ago, it was fall that brought about a new lease on life with Kenny leaving...Three years ago, was the season that I felt numb and out of place...four falls ago, my nephew was born and brought joy to my life in a time where I didn't have much. Five falls ago, I fell in love with quite possibly the worst thing that ever happened to me...Six falls ago, I was heading to college...Falls 7,8,9,10,11,12 ago...I was gearing up for amazing marching band seasons...I could go on and on about how each and every fall brings with it, memories that make me laugh..make me cry...make me want to throw things and make me want to run and hide...

Ah, Autumn, such a reflective time. Makes you wonder why the hell I would want to face this atrocious season. But, I look forward to the changing of the seasons more than anything. The colors are vivid, the clothes are cute,the weather is good too...I just like it..it's exciting :)Here's to change....Good change, bad change....all change...i'm ready for it