Gone Too Quick

I lay here thinking
of the dawning day.
How I want it to come,
but I don't want to stay.

I get so down,
in my daily life.
I struggle with emotions,
I live in strife.

My body, it trembles.
My hands, they shake.
My eyes begin to roll,
My mind draws a blank.

I'm tortured by fears,
of what is yet to come.
I'm an angel to most,
and a threat to some.

I feel a tingle,
my senses all twitch.
Then all of a sudden,
my life's gone too quick.

It's that very instant,
that I'm no longer there.
I want my life back!
But, this pain, I can't bear.